oh god,please let these thoughts get out of my head

its only the 2nd week of college and i am already mourning over my past holidays.my past 1 year holiday to be exact.gosh,it wasn't until now that i realized how much ample time there was for me last year.suddenly i am missing my working days,school,and just being at home doing nothing.i remember when i use to have nothing to do at home and that i would whine and complain to myself about it and wished i was busy.i was pampered to the point where i almost forgot that one day,the freedom will eventually end.and now,i barely have time to even complain.now i know,how precious those days were.too bad it's not going to come back.

the classes in college are fun.the people are being nice to me except that i am still not used to taking the train back home all by myself,waking up at 6 in the morning to a one hour drive and walking(sometimes under the hot sun) to a bus stop which is quite a distance from the college building.i hope i can get over this routine as soon,really soon as possible.