think of it

yesterday we went to digital mall in pj.before that we had the oh-so-sedap nasi ayam hailam in uptown.yesterday's serving was extra sedap despite the kacang-less soup they gave us which usually comes with kacang.but it's a good thing though coz i should be avoiding kacang.(its just a rule i make to myself).at 6 we went to kak lin's coz it was adam's 2nd birthday.they had a party.then we went back to digital mall to pick up some stuff.at about 9 we were already home.at 11 i decided to join mom in front of the tv.a show called "citra manusia" was on.basically the show's about handicapped people,you know, people with disabilities and how they go through life.it really strucked me while i was watching.how i realize that i am such a lucky person and that i should be thankful of what i have.there was this handicap guy.he has no hands.so he does practically everything with only his two feet.they showed a video of him eating with his feet.seeing him lift the spoon with his toes to his mouth was heart wrenching.i felt like crying,and how he puts his socks on,and the way he locks his house door with his mouth.god.it didn't look easy.but he's always putting a calm expression in his face.but upon all that,god have gifted him with a beautiful talent which is drawing.he can really draw and paint.and his artwork looked very nice,seriously,that guy can definitely paint and draw.i cannot i magine how he goes through all of his daily routines when the cameras aren't around.all alone.it made me think that,i should just be patient about the littlest obsticles in life.because there are other people who has major problems and they aren't complaining a bit about it.and that they can't do anything but to just live with it.i respect the guy's will power and his couragous efforts.and us,sometimes we can't even get the keys properly into our key hole by our hands let alone by our mouths!.this is definitely a lesson to all of us,think of it.appreciate and be greatful of life coz there are others who suffer.

no i wont

i will not be an idiot and pick on my blackheads again
i will not be an idiot and pick on my black heads again
i will not be an idiot and pick on my blackheads again
i will not be an idiot and pick on my black heads again
i will not be an idiot and pick on my blackheads again
i will not be an idiot and pick on my black heads again
i will not be an idiot and pick on my blackheads again
i will not be an idiot and pick on my black heads again
i will not be an idiot and pick on my blackheads again
i will not be an idiot and pick on my black heads again


ok,
this is gross

candies and such

i wonder where those flat looking lollipops wrapped in paper have all gone.remember those?i dont see them anymore in supermarkets nowadays.they were flat oval shaped lollipos which comes in different colours like red,yellow and green.you can buy them in singles or in one big packet which consists of like 20 of them or something.i think the last time i ate them was when i was in tadika.boy, that is a very long time.i wonder why'd they stop making them.all they have now is the typical sphere shaped ones.oh and remember those little chocolates,shaped like little O's.i think they were name Ooze or something like that.and you can get them in like these little purple coloured packets.and they're just like small bite sized chocolates.and they're reallly good.they don't sell those anymore right?but how come though.but thank god they still have those tiny round biscuits with coloured icing on top,which i was told,are named 'biskut ice'?.you can never ever get bored of them.i remember when i was like 5 or 6 i use to just eat all the icings off,and leave only the biscuits back into the jar.and so whoever opened the jar next,may god have mercy on them.but its good that those black n white coloured chewing gums with japanese writings on its wrapper,choki choki,hello panda,sugus,kopiko are still here to stay.but let's just hope they don't dissapear like the other two did,nonetheless.


sumpah takde keje.im running out of ideas on wht to talk about.

aldergator

shes the cuuutest thing :)

sigh

i can't seem to get it over with.not now.not yet.

friday

so i woke this morning over a weird sound from the radio(yes i sleep with the radio on).it was 9.23.seriously.and it sounded kind of creepy in a sense.it sounded kind of like, a sound like "eee-wopp",and like in a repeating fashion.at first i tried to ignore it and set myself back to sleep.but then i thought,what if those are the things that gets you hypnotized and makes u forget things.what if it was a curse that somebody made over the radio to listeners just for fun?.(bodoh kan)but then i felt stupid thinking of that.but i still got up and switched it off anyway because the sound is just annoying the creep out of me.maybe it was one of those technical problem moments at the station or whatever.and then i couldn't get back to sleep.so i went to mom's room and saw her watching oprah,fully dressed for work.so i layed on the bed beside her feeling all mamai and stuff.then got off to work.my big brother was in the bathroom.a few minutes after that went downsatirs and continued watching tv again.and now here i am


however,there is something i can be totally happy about,
today's nasi tomato day,yay

hey sister,its really nice to meet ya

this blog has got no relation whatsoever with the title above.that just happens to be a line from estelle's 'American Boy' and its currently stuck in my head.

so i've just quitted my job.yes,no more waking up at 9 feeling drowsy and regretting that i should slept earlier the night before and no more cashier girl trying to be all friendly with that forced smile.now its self made breakfast in the mornings,followed by a couple of hours in front of the tv and then lunch,and then i'll sketch,then i'll go online,and the cycle repeats itself.i sound so lazy ass-ish don't i?.its been like this since monday.but i think i deserve this though.hello,i worked for 5 months, 6 days a week,8 hours a day.not forgetting the junk i've consumed over boredom.that should be enough thank you.

i am really looking forward to going out with my friends.old ones,present ones.its been a while now.i think i have practically lost the fun side in me.or have i never really found it?i dont know.can't wait to start college so i can mix around with people.gotta earn more social skills man!tomorrow according to mom were going to watch iron man.that should be pretty nice :) there's an excuse for me to go shop a little.hihi.